[ the fact that ryo has no idea what the drinks do so it's just OK....
hearing akira talk about killing him isn't really a surprise, and neither is the admittance that he may enjoy it. ryo has spent a good chunk of their time here convinced that akira only hates him and has been forcing himself to hang around as a babysitter. and that may still be true, to an extent.
but there's still a sort of joy in his heart at hearing that there's more to it. in the end, no matter how little ryo feels for the majority of people and his hatred for others, and no matter how twisted his feelings can be, the truth is that he loves akira far more deeply than should probably be possible for someone like him. it's ryo's strength, but also his greatest weakness, and it's what will always make him fail in the end. ]
If something like that ever happens, you'll just have to make the choice, Akira. Don't think. Just do. And I'll always be with you.
[ haunting him.
at the bite, though, ryo gasps a little at the pain, which is very embarrassing actually ]
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hearing akira talk about killing him isn't really a surprise, and neither is the admittance that he may enjoy it. ryo has spent a good chunk of their time here convinced that akira only hates him and has been forcing himself to hang around as a babysitter. and that may still be true, to an extent.
but there's still a sort of joy in his heart at hearing that there's more to it. in the end, no matter how little ryo feels for the majority of people and his hatred for others, and no matter how twisted his feelings can be, the truth is that he loves akira far more deeply than should probably be possible for someone like him. it's ryo's strength, but also his greatest weakness, and it's what will always make him fail in the end. ]
If something like that ever happens, you'll just have to make the choice, Akira. Don't think. Just do. And I'll always be with you.
[ haunting him.
at the bite, though, ryo gasps a little at the pain, which is very embarrassing actually ]