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ryo asuka ([personal profile] preordain) wrote 2023-03-17 12:26 pm (UTC)

[ a look of hurt flashes on his face. ]

You're really siding with God on this?

[ ryo can understand akira siding with humans, as much as ryo disagrees with it. akira, despite being devilman, at the end of the day still is a human, and has strong attachments to other humans even if the majority of them are shitty shitty people. but god? that's the main antagonist of our series, akira..... ]

Even when I was just living with the demons, doing nothing, God still attacked me. It was then that I realized that no matter what, God was going to watch me. Like right now, I'm sure it's fine because I don't actually want to be here-- but if I decide that I want to stay in hell, do you think God would be okay with it if it's my actual choice instead of only a punishment?

[ he turns away from akira and looks up at the projected stars on the ceiling. he isn't quite sure what he's looking for, but he thinks that he'll get more agitated if he looks at akira right now. ]

I know that you were told all your life that God is merciful, and kind, but that's not true. I know that you think I'm terrible, but God is worse than I am. The only difference is that it doesn't affect you, so you refuse to see it.

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