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ryo asuka ([personal profile] preordain) wrote 2023-03-17 02:48 pm (UTC)

[ here's the thing.

ryo, in the end, really isn't that loyal to the demons. he likes them, and they're useful, and he does think it's bullshit that they have to be destroyed in favor of the humans. the main thing though is that he just hates human much more than he likes demons, and the fact that everyone is so willing to throw aside an entire race for the other angers him more. what is it about humans, that they're always the ones that are protected?

but... this is why he's been willing to at least entertain the idea of a compromise. of maybe simply just separating them, even though it doesn't give him exactly what he wants at the end. it's better than nothing, right? but the fact is that he still cannot be absolutely certain that god won't come in at the end and fuck it over. this uncertainty will never stop making him paranoid. ]


I did tell you I'll consider your proposal. I even talked about it with Bloody Mary. [ does not elaborate on what the conversation entailed. ] I don't think we'll ever understand each other's views on this.

[ he finally looks back over to him. ]

I don't think that any of this means I don't love you. My situation is just complicated, Akira. Even if I agree to what you're saying and do what you want, you still haven't even acknowledged that I could be right and might still get fucked over.

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