[ it would be enough if it could still let them stay together.
but it's not. as long as akira goes with the twins, ryo can't be with him, even if it's only as friends. even if ryo doesn't do anything to them like he let akira have miki, he knows it wouldn't work in the long run, now that ryo has a better understanding of himself. and even he's aware that asking akira not to go isn't going to work either. it'll probably cause more resentment from ryo trying to control akira's life again. maybe eventual hatred, which they've already been balancing on the edge of for weeks. ]
Why does it hurt so much, Akira? I want it to stop.
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but it's not. as long as akira goes with the twins, ryo can't be with him, even if it's only as friends. even if ryo doesn't do anything to them like he let akira have miki, he knows it wouldn't work in the long run, now that ryo has a better understanding of himself. and even he's aware that asking akira not to go isn't going to work either. it'll probably cause more resentment from ryo trying to control akira's life again. maybe eventual hatred, which they've already been balancing on the edge of for weeks. ]
Why does it hurt so much, Akira? I want it to stop.