[ he wants to argue against it. it's what they usually do, argue against each other's viewpoints until they hit a wall and decide to push it to another time. and they kept doing it again and again, and ryo realizes that they've only just pushed themselves to the edge of a cliff.
he wishes god was here to just end it. ]
I... [ how does he respond to that? his mouth closes again, as he struggles to find any kind of rebuttal, any last saving grace he might have here. but there's nothing. ] Akira--
[ "and i doubt he'd go anywhere without you."
but he is. not just physically, to a faraway place, but on the inside too. ryo has been so stuck in one spot, too stubborn to move and scared of all the changes around them. but akira changed and changed, because he's a human and that's what they do-- grow along with the people around them. that's what humanity is. a collective of experiences that help you turn into something new.
it's a little dazzling to see. it only destroys ryo a little more. ]
I tried. It just wasn't enough.
[ he looks to the ground. there was growth, such very confusing growth, but he wasn't able to catch up. you can't run along someone if they're already at the finish line by the time you start moving. ]
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he wishes god was here to just end it. ]
I... [ how does he respond to that? his mouth closes again, as he struggles to find any kind of rebuttal, any last saving grace he might have here. but there's nothing. ] Akira--
[ "and i doubt he'd go anywhere without you."
but he is. not just physically, to a faraway place, but on the inside too. ryo has been so stuck in one spot, too stubborn to move and scared of all the changes around them. but akira changed and changed, because he's a human and that's what they do-- grow along with the people around them. that's what humanity is. a collective of experiences that help you turn into something new.
it's a little dazzling to see. it only destroys ryo a little more. ]
I tried. It just wasn't enough.
[ he looks to the ground. there was growth, such very confusing growth, but he wasn't able to catch up. you can't run along someone if they're already at the finish line by the time you start moving. ]
I hope you'll be happy.