[ he's a little stunned that akira came back. but of course he did. he's akira.
ryo holds onto him, but his grip isn't soft. he digs in as tightly as he can, like he's scared that if he loosens it even a little that akira will simply disappear in front of him. he will disappear. a surge of panic hits ryo, and all he wants to do is go back. please let them go back. please let them do this over. please, please--
but they can't. he can feel water forming at his eyes and, this time, he isn't as confused about what they are. ]
Just tell me to live. Please. Just demand it, Akira.
[ like ryo demanded so many things of him until it became too much for akira to bear. ]
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ryo holds onto him, but his grip isn't soft. he digs in as tightly as he can, like he's scared that if he loosens it even a little that akira will simply disappear in front of him. he will disappear. a surge of panic hits ryo, and all he wants to do is go back. please let them go back. please let them do this over. please, please--
but they can't. he can feel water forming at his eyes and, this time, he isn't as confused about what they are. ]
Just tell me to live. Please. Just demand it, Akira.
[ like ryo demanded so many things of him until it became too much for akira to bear. ]