[He does not say he has to because it's true, he does not have to forgive Ryo. But it feels like he is being held captive by his anger and frustration when, really, none of it matters for him anymore.
He leans back so he can look Ryo in the face even if he doesn't want to do that since it will make it harder to do any of this. His arms stay around Ryo's shoulders.]
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[He does not say he has to because it's true, he does not have to forgive Ryo. But it feels like he is being held captive by his anger and frustration when, really, none of it matters for him anymore.
He leans back so he can look Ryo in the face even if he doesn't want to do that since it will make it harder to do any of this. His arms stay around Ryo's shoulders.]
Thanks for saying it.