So many people have told him to talk to Ryo about things, and yet here he is, electing to only talk to Ryo about the worst things--like humanity, like God, like the other him--in the worst ways. It's fine. Ryo doesn't have to know about Miki's head because he's too scared Ryo will try getting rid of it.
Just like he's sure Ryo will not hesitate to shoot Kaoru.]
[ the hilarity of ryo knowing about the head because he snooped and is literally now just waiting to see if akira will ever admit to having it. this is so stupid.
but the words are nice. ryo still isn't sure how much he can actually believe them, but at least for right now he tries to set the gnawing doubt and paranoia away in favor of being with his friend.
he's quiet for a moment. ]
I know that you were confused because I kept calling us friends. But that's because, more than anything, you're my best friend, Akira. Don't forget that.
[Don't wait on him......... He remembers Ryo's inner laughter at him before, the way he thought it felt condescending somehow. He doesn't want to hear that same laughter again if he tells Ryo about Miki's head in the flowers in the closet. He doesn't want his human love laughed at like he's a silly dog.]
I never forgot.
[The whole issue was he never forgot. Even when he was angry, when they fought, he was twice as angry because he hadn't forgotten they had been best friends. That a best friend had done those things to him. He thought Ryo had forgotten.
So it's very funny they won't talk about things the way they should.]
Even if there's ever someone else like that, you'd always be my best friend. As long as you don't betray me. [He curls his hand over his own chest, over the heart.] I'm still human, Ryo.
[ sometimes you are too busy arguing about the world ending things that you kind of forget to be normal
ryo... admittedly, would not like to ever talk or think about ryo's current love life. he was willing to accept miki. was he ready to kill her if she ever got in the way? yes. but he still chose not to even when he thought it was a bad idea, because he knew it would be a dealbreaker for akira. so, he was generally fine with miki.
he is not fine with kaoru. ryo is not going to push it, or beg akira to change his mind, because that's a level of desperateness he is not willing to sink to but. it's fine. he can deal with it but the second he sees them doing pda he's going to break something. ]
What do you consider a betrayal? [ ... ] I mean, besides the obvious.
[ he is not asking for this to gt launched into another don't cause the apocalypse debate ]
[Hmm. He has a chance here to be a dick, not that he thinks Ryo would follow what he says exactly. Not if Ryo thought it was ridiculous, or it was begrudgingly.
But instead, he's just as earnest as always, albeit more firmly.]
When you get to the party, if you win against this Satan, don't use whatever the reward is to hurt the humans when you go back. [Not that he'll know--not that the him here will know anyway.] And... don't hurt anyone here unless it's me.
[ the first request is expected, and the second one is too, if less obvious.
he pulls back a bit so he can properly look at akira's face. ]
Unless they hurt me first?
[ what are the limits on defending himself. for the record, he will consider every attack on itto as self-defense because the first blow is itto simply speaking to him. ]
[He looks back at Ryo, quiet for a long moment while he thinks it over. He wants to forbid that from counting because he knows why Ryo is doing it. But... he also doesn't think Ryo should just accept getting abused.
Ryo deserves this and yet.]
Only if they're attacking you physically. If they hurt you any other way, and you want to hurt them back, you have to hurt me in their place.
[He does not know anything in private, but it's fine. He... is trusting Ryo has not done this because he hasn't seen it in public really. Except for Itto.]
You do attack Itto. [HE CAN UNDERSTAND WHY. Kind of.] Don't you get along with him if he's a demon?
[He doesn't respond, but has that look on his face like Ryo is right, and he simply doesn't want to admit it. HE LOVES EVERY HUMAN. He killed some. It's fine.]
Ryo... [GOD. Or Satan rather.] He's annoying you on purpose, you know.
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So many people have told him to talk to Ryo about things, and yet here he is, electing to only talk to Ryo about the worst things--like humanity, like God, like the other him--in the worst ways. It's fine. Ryo doesn't have to know about Miki's head because he's too scared Ryo will try getting rid of it.
Just like he's sure Ryo will not hesitate to shoot Kaoru.]
If you aren't there, there's no point.
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but the words are nice. ryo still isn't sure how much he can actually believe them, but at least for right now he tries to set the gnawing doubt and paranoia away in favor of being with his friend.
he's quiet for a moment. ]
I know that you were confused because I kept calling us friends. But that's because, more than anything, you're my best friend, Akira. Don't forget that.
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I never forgot.
[The whole issue was he never forgot. Even when he was angry, when they fought, he was twice as angry because he hadn't forgotten they had been best friends. That a best friend had done those things to him. He thought Ryo had forgotten.
So it's very funny they won't talk about things the way they should.]
Even if there's ever someone else like that, you'd always be my best friend. As long as you don't betray me. [He curls his hand over his own chest, over the heart.] I'm still human, Ryo.
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ryo... admittedly, would not like to ever talk or think about ryo's current love life. he was willing to accept miki. was he ready to kill her if she ever got in the way? yes. but he still chose not to even when he thought it was a bad idea, because he knew it would be a dealbreaker for akira. so, he was generally fine with miki.
he is not fine with kaoru. ryo is not going to push it, or beg akira to change his mind, because that's a level of desperateness he is not willing to sink to but. it's fine. he can deal with it but the second he sees them doing pda he's going to break something. ]
What do you consider a betrayal? [ ... ] I mean, besides the obvious.
[ he is not asking for this to gt launched into another don't cause the apocalypse debate ]
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But instead, he's just as earnest as always, albeit more firmly.]
When you get to the party, if you win against this Satan, don't use whatever the reward is to hurt the humans when you go back. [Not that he'll know--not that the him here will know anyway.] And... don't hurt anyone here unless it's me.
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he pulls back a bit so he can properly look at akira's face. ]
Unless they hurt me first?
[ what are the limits on defending himself. for the record, he will consider every attack on itto as self-defense because the first blow is itto simply speaking to him. ]
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Ryo deserves this and yet.]
Only if they're attacking you physically. If they hurt you any other way, and you want to hurt them back, you have to hurt me in their place.
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he does sigh, but it's less in annoyance of the restrictions and more of a 'of course you'd say that you martyr' way. ]
I haven't actually been attacking everyone at random, you know.
[ "itto" again ryo is not counting him ]
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[He does not know anything in private, but it's fine. He... is trusting Ryo has not done this because he hasn't seen it in public really. Except for Itto.]
You do attack Itto. [HE CAN UNDERSTAND WHY. Kind of.] Don't you get along with him if he's a demon?
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[ and then he makes a slight face. ]
And Itto deserves it.
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Ryo... [GOD. Or Satan rather.] He's annoying you on purpose, you know.
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[ it's working so well. he just thumps his forehead against akira's shoulder. ]
I may just pull a Scaramouche and live outside.
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[He glances at Ryo, but frowns while he does it.]
How many times have I told you weeks ago you could stay in my room? Don’t complain.
And don’t live outside like a hobo.
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ryo, at least, does not voice that. ]
It wouldn't be entirely like a hobo.
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[A sigh.]
I’ll stay with Gideon in hers, but she is probably with Harrowhark. So she might just let me have it.
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he shakes his head. ]
I'll deal with it.
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Then don’t complain. I’ve tried a thousand times to get you to take it.
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You’re so stubborn.
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[ it just seems like losing now ]